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Life is sophiscated, you never know what i want (from you) |
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[Apr. 16th, 200906:33 pm] |
DAMN YOU
shit you man, keep insulting me in sch
say i am fat and short.
i know you are damn skinny, so what. but that doesnt give you the right t insult me and say i am fat
who doesnt have fats
I HATE THE PART WHEN YOU SAID 'if i eat you sure got a lot of oil on my mouth'
like wtf?
have you seen a really fat person in your life?
i would rather be fat than be as skinny as you pls. you f-ing asshole
dont take for granted just becos i didnt get angry w you at all
i am just controlling my emotions and being more patient to you.
ty for showing how nice and kind my best friends really are. YOU REALLY SUCK
you gave me an excuse to come back to scold people again
YOU DISGRACE MY BEST FRIEND'S NAME, REALLY .
you should probably change your name to I-AM-ASSHOLE. |
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[Jan. 21st, 200907:41 pm] |
I Feel So Blah ...
and whatever.
It's like i keep msging her, but she doesnt reply. Then when i asked her why didnt she reply, she told me that she left her phone in the room so she didnt know she received msgs from me. (like why cant she reply when she read the msgs) And this happened more than once pls. It's like telling me directly that she doesnt want t correspond with me. okay fine. And now when she's in a happy mood, she msged t mock at me. like she saw the top i bought for prom is at a discounted price now, and asked how do i feel. wtf? not only that, we agreed on going on last tues, in the end i tried msging her t reconfirm the shopping date. She didnt reply my msgs on Monday and Tuesday as well. And today, she must have went out with some bloody people. i am v.sure i know whos that person cos she's clinging t that person v.closely nwadays. seriously, i dont care cos since u dont give a damn then why should i? u just probably need t wait for my turn t ignore ur msgs as well.
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[Jan. 6th, 200905:01 pm] |
I know i'm late but still..
Happy New Year! (:
Yay. i went t countdown with classmates at Marina Bay. The fireworks are so beautiful and awesome.
Too bad, no photos were taken cos my phone went crazy and the camera function cant work.
okay okay, i ve yet t update on my cruise trip.
i ll upload the photos soon!
ps, gtg. :(
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[Dec. 11th, 200810:50 pm] |
There are so many things i want to say...
yet they are so hard to bring across.
i got this Popular data entry job for bff and myself. initially, she wanted to start work on Friday but was postponed to the following week cos of the computer's breakdown. And on the phone, she was venting her anger on me like 'wth is the lady thinking?! how can i not be hired?!' and stuff. it's kinda frustrating cos i am not the in-charge and i cant tell her off directly. And when she started work, she said it's boring. And she wana quit soon like wth? i mean this job is kinda cool except that i didnt know the ppl there. on the other hand, she's complaining to every one that it's boring. okay, fine. i had enough. go ahead and quit or whatsoever. she keeps giving excuses to herself that the job is not good enough for her like ' i look so stressed, what if i look like that when i go to korea? , is the computer bad for the eyesight?, etc' she's so contradicting,if she's not working, she would be facing her laptop for hours as well. Fine, i am not going to let myself interfere. if she's complaining again, i'll ask her to quit. Argh
her post:
Sigh, few days not meeting and being active , we feel so drifted apart.
WHY ARE YOU LIKE THIS?! ):
reply:
i am acting like this becos i dont want to answer any more of your unreasonable complaints.
u always give yourself excuses. i dont want to get myself pissed off and quarrel with you.
so i chose to ignore you.
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[Dec. 11th, 200810:19 pm] |
Prom Night'08 @ Raffles Marina Country Club
it's just so.... prom. Well, it's kinda great except that i was sitting at the wrong table.
shall post a few photos of Prom Night. (:
these are the nicest photos i can find?lol.
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[Nov. 29th, 200809:57 pm] |
Argh
Firstly, Prom is tmr. although i am not-say v.excited but i dont like the idea of ppl criticising me for my outfit, etc.
Secondly, i am having diarherra ! Uncomfortable pls, like the shit is stirring inside the stomach. I dont want this to happen tmr! ):
Lastly, twilight movie is out in the internet and i watched it! I am so sinful! I am supposed to watch it in the cinema(but i'll still watch it, dont worry)
Anyway i've something nice to share, i got a job in MiniToons, hopefully it turns out good
(cos when i was happy and congratulating myself for getting the job at Popular, it turned out someone has taken up my job): )
btw i heard from my bff that yl is steading with someone flirtious. I am not commenting on his standards but i stil cant believe it.
THAT (to be nice)GIRL or (to be crude)B**CH has been eyeing on him since i was with him which is like two years ago.
I hope they break up soon, or else yl 'll have to suffer more if she's playing with him in the long run.
I am going to flash my whole outfit, probably the day after tmr. (:
p.s. gota shit again. see' ya!
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[Nov. 16th, 200809:18 pm] |
Getting Ready for Prom..
This is how i'll look like during Prom. (ewwww)
(I used the whale picture to divert ur attention from my face.)
It doesnt look nice, does it? sigh
I have tons of things left for prom..
Stocking, shoes, hairdo, manicure, purse,etc.
): ): ): ):
i hope i dont dress out of the theme.
Btw Tiffany got herself an iTouch! ):
I want an iPhone badly as well.
She can get it like earlier than me, hmph
I hate ... (whatever)
I dont want to see .... at all (dang it, i have to go shopping with her tmr)
P.S. *Slap myself-for being jealous. (Adel, it's nothing. Dont think too much of it. Tell yourself,'I dont care' Everything's solved.)
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[Nov. 7th, 200809:57 pm] |
I think i hate her at times ...
i dont know , i just hate her for being:
Spendthrift (probably cos she can buy more clothes than me)
Sociable (she has more friends than me? )
Able to have rich parents
Rude to her parents
Her indifferent attitude
Diligence
Pretty
Not appreciating her blood-related kins
Not replying my messages
These are the reasons why i want a bf cos i wont feel lonely,distant or even jealous becos of a god damn girl.
I want a bf to make me feel i am so wanted by him. I dont know who will be my Mr Right but i think i regretted breaking up with Yulun. blahhdy f.
i really want a bf to kill time, someone who will spend time with me, not make me feel like i am so unwanted.
Sometimes i feel like Colin will make things better but nah, i dont love him anymore.
I feel so whatever in school , at home or in the public
cos i am short, fat and ugly. No one will even take a second glance at me if i were to walk past. wtf
Btw i finally found a book i like! YAY
It's a sequel novel from the movie,"Angus, thongs and Perfect Snogging"
It's 16 SGD and i think only Kinokuniya or Borders sell it? I am not sure Popular sell them cos i dont see them in the website.
I am hesitating if i should go down to town tmr to buy it or wait after exams(cos Tiffany offered to lend me her Kinokuniya discount card).
Anyway, i am so dead for next week's paper one. I never study at all pls.
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[Nov. 6th, 200805:35 pm] |
Plans
i have decided to do many stuffs for holidays.
Like,
working
doing voluntary work
going out to play(Escape, etc)
shopping
getting ready for Prom ....
There' re so many things to do!
Most importantly, i want to find a job that suits me. Preferably 5-day week and can take leave kind.
And the pay is hopefully, 6 to 7 bucks per hour. I think i am getting a lil demanding.
Anyway, i really want to change my hairstyle but i dont know how/what to change it. Perming it to natural is one of the options but right now my hair is something like natural curl alr which is why i am not sure how to do my hair this year anymore.
But i would probably do soft rebonding and make it look like Rainie's hair.
I have alr applied for several jobs. So i am waiting for their replies right now. I wonder if i could get the job that i like.
*in thoughts
This time, i dont think i'll get the chance to go Escape/Wild Wild Wet anymore. Cos my most important friend does not talk to me anymore since he thinks i am unimportant in his life already. wtf
Anyway, i watched this movie( not sure how it spells but it goes,' ....... Perfect Snogging' )
it's totally hilarious cos some snogging parts were ...... (unexpectedly weird)
Right now, my bff is giving me a weird feeling. She seems to lead her whole life now.
I dont know what she does everyday, cos it seemed like she's always doing a lot things. And i am just someone to accompany her to complete her secondary school life. She is probably excited to leave this current life with me included.
i probably have to get used to it cos in future w'll experience the same thing with my friend in another school?
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[Nov. 4th, 200812:39 pm] |
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ALL SEEMED PERFECT
Yesterday, Tiffany, my brother and i finally caught HSM3. It's so sweet.
I was practically overwhelmed by the romantic scenes throughout the movie.TOTALLY
And yesterday was my SS paper, kinda worried cos not sure if i am able to make it for a B4 for combined humanities.
And btw, i have Chinese Olevel tmr! ): i havent started studying yet, blahhdy f.
And let's backtrack a few days.
On Saturday, i went to my uncle's place to celebrate my brother and cousin's birthday. And i watched Rule #01 with them.
Totally freaked out cos my uncles either screamed or make weird noises to me. : /
it made me unable to sleep in the night, and i had to text message Tiffany to make her accompany me.LOL
Anyway Olevel is ending in another one plus week! HOOORAYYYY
ps/ i will upload photos next time!
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